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Today I killed my most wonderful dream,

The one in which I live just like a queen.

Today I changed my beliefs.

Moments of love are like thieves,

They come and go really fast,

And leave you with a blast,

With an emotion that is strong,

Until something else comes along.

Today I killed my most private emotion

With words of sanity, thoughts of evolution.

Because if you want to go forward in a career

You have to put love aside, and steer clear.

Think only about yourself,

Don’t dream about anything else!

Today I killed my disbeliefs,

In the person I love, before he leaves.

I killed my disbeliefs in love, as well,

And it suites me,

Everyone should make love a priority!

Today I feel as depressed as the day before,

I don’t know what my goals are anymore.

I don’t know if love is worth it.

Should I keep this feeling? Or love?

Or should I just get rid of it?

Easier said then done.

Today I suffer as the day before,

I don’t know what keeps me here anymore.

Is it you? But you’re too far away…

Maybe I’ll just give everything up today.

Today I feel the clouds aren’t scattering,

I forgot what sunlight looks like,

Put all my hopes and dreams aside.

I feel like today I’m fading,

Today’s the day to catch me when I’m falling,

But you’re not here today, I keep forgetting…

Life is dark, life is full of misery,

But we keep going on with our lives anyway...

We keep ourselves busy and numb,

We keep drinking, we keep changing.

It's true: we're amazing.

But sometimes we're dumb...

Without anywhere to run,

We live our lives on the run.

Routine is everything, so have fun!

Poetry lives inside our souls.

Sometimes we are just tools.

When do we change everything?

Keep yourself busy, don't do anything...

You'll evolve and be reduced to nothing,

Climbe abord, and we'll keep sinking...

When you left, my whole world came crashing down.

It felt like I can’t ever rise from the ground.

Every word you said…in my mind, they’re so loud!

I couldn’t even hear my heart break, couldn’t look around.

And now, after all this time,

It still hurts that you lied.

You said you didn’t love me anymore.

When I was the most in love,

You said you didn’t care anymore.

And you did this with tears in your eyes.

What you felt, wasn’t that love?

It couldn’t have been love you felt,

It was too much of a damage dealt.

You were crazy for not realizing

That you’ve made the biggest mistake of your life,

And you did it while crying.

Did you cry because you felt sorry for me?

You couldn’t have done it to make it easier for me.

I could’ve handled the pain of the distance.

But after all this time I still have resistance.

Even though I’m with someone new,

It feels I didn’t let go of you.

It feels like you were my soul and I lost you.

At times it feels like the emptiness is filled,

But I can’t be truely happy…when you’re everything I ever needed!

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